My Life & Others.

Do you ever look at something and imagine a whole other world? Do you ever look at someone and wonder what if you had looked that way or what if you had been that race or that height, would your life be different? How often do you step back and look at your own life, are you satisfied? Are you living with regret? Do you wish to change things about yourself? Do you have hopes and dreams? Are you going to go after those hopes and dreams, or leave them dormant? I feel that every individual has a purpose in this life; every individual has so much potential to make a difference. I can only hope that people will make the right choice… to go after what they want in this life.

Do you ever think that if you had been another person in this world, would your dreams be the same as they are now? I sometimes wonder if there had been one small adjustment in my life, would I be where I am now. Would I know my God like I do? Would I have these amazing people in my life? Would I be in California? Or would I have gone to college right away? Would I have been a wild child? The questions are endless; the answers are unknown, because that is not how life panned out for me. My God knew, He always knew that my life would go this way. He knew that I would be born in Saskatoon and when I was eighteen years old I would embark on an unreal adventure to California where I would live for a year. He knew that I would stumble throughout my life and He knew that He would pick me right back up and get me back on track.

My God is so powerful and it amazes me, it amazes me that he is all knowing. I will forever continue to stumble because I like other people am human, but I will forever trust in God and I will forever feel safe because He holds me in the palm of His hand. I am surrounded by His love. I suppose I should stop wondering what if. I suppose I should live in my life; I should live the life God has set out for me. I guess sometimes I just I can’t control my wandering brain, I think it is neat to live vicariously through other people. This doesn’t mean I am not happy with my own life, because I am, I got it good, and I praise God for that. God is good.